20.10.2010

My first time deleting a post that i write at midnight...It's an anniversary for me...because what that has been special will always be buried in that deleted one... 20.10.2010 will never come again...never again appear in the history of dates... just like what i wrote... never again to be retrieved once i had deleted...

Of lights in the sky...

No matter where we go... There is always a galaxic light peeking...As clear as the sky is, without a puff of cloud...Where stars reveal...
Seldom do we see them, as we stomp through the lime stone woods...
city lights are what we usually see... blinding all... We fantasize...
Neglecting the silent pretty little streak... all the way from beyond... traveling in god knows how many light years and reach the earth...touching it...
outshine by many other glowing source... to disappear without a trace...
All because of the arrival of the destination which does not look like the destination it appeared to be...

I'll one day see this magnificant glow, deep in the woods in an unknown clearing where all around is lit with dancing showers from the moon...Its presence felt....

What I want...

Wanting is always present in life... Wanting stuff you do not have, wanting the things you couldn't do, wanting a condition which you have no control of... all these wantings bring out the dissatisfaction...
When the mind is blind, it'll constantly whines about all the misfortunates, about all the things that aren't as planned, as desired....
That wouldn't be good in life....
Tantrums from the spoiled kid...
But mum said I'm no longer a kid even though i never throw any tantrums...
I'm to go with the flow of the intended...
Hope that everything will be fine...
I need rest... an escapade...
Anybody willingly to offer me one or at least be my companion in planning and enjoying the escapade? =(