Run...

I want to run as much as I could...
as fast as my feet could bring me...
to places I had wanted to peek and explore...

I like the feeling of running...
but I am still in a cage...
I will soon be free...
I can no longer stand the space in the cage...
I hate it, I loathe it...
I want to be free..
even though danger is lurking...
what is life is there isn't any risk...
i hate sedentary life..
I hate it a lot...
I want to live my life full of life...

Therefore, i want to run... run as far as I could...
my feet will bring me everywhere up to the point where it could carry nowhere...
I still want to fly... to run as wildly as I could...

New Stage in life...

A glass ladder upon the land among the clouds...
It stretches up higher into the endless blue...
What beholds, what unknown...
maybe there lies the land of giants where Jack and the bean stalk went to,
maybe there is a castle in the sky as Gulliver described...
 who knows what is up there...
though science has proven the layers of ozone and altitudes...
they never proven what is yet to be comprehended...
things seen by one which is not seen by the others...
as those who are telepathic and those who are no...
those who draw images on paper and those who project images from their minds...

Whatever lies, i know there will still be tears, but there will also be much bravery...

又来

无法切底，绝对的，狠心放下。。。发泄的次数代表了什么。。。才发现一不小心陷太深，太认真了，一不小心把全部真心也牺牲在初次的赌座上。。。

就好好让我在此大哭一场。。。

没理由的伤感又在我快痊愈的疤切下一片肉。。。
明明不想要过去的他再影响我。。。 偏偏又无意中看到他的近况。。。
怎么还给我看到。。。
我讨厌我自己，明明好像放下了。。。
却因他的小小的近况，再次崩溃。。。
一直说服自己真的不值得。。。可是心还是痛到要死。。。
痛到觉得心脏在此刻开始冒出大量的血。。。呕不出来。。。
怎么世上没有可以把伤心记忆给删掉的汤让活人喝而不只给过世的灵魂喝的。。。

Hello to the child in me...

I am the crust that withstand the ever-changing weather...
I had multiple scars from countless battles be it  lose or win...
But I still protect the child in me...
The purest laughter...
The enthusiastic explorer...
the passionate life lover untainted by any ill intentions...
the bright eyed toddler...

Even if the skin wrinkles and shingle...
I will willingly release the child by shedding my skin morbidly...
In the mean time it still stays...
it still lives happily...
though life is getting harsher...

Rain...

Rain brings calm refreshment...
Temporarily washes away all of those unhappy holdings...
It twists the life of the broken in a new way...
sprouting from the cracks of the broken...
tiny flaky leaves...
the trunk is still there..
however it gave up growing a single branch which had been hollowed by unseen parasite...
it diverts new cellulars in a single shoot,
healthily growing on another branch...

ups will always come after downs...
the pieces that are dropped turned into fertilizers that again feed the tree...
that is all the rotten branch could be made the most out of...

比寂寞更寂寞

傻傻的我还想念那份比寂寞还更寂寞的感觉~
勉强爱我时，真的让我觉得比寂寞还更寂寞。。。

原来寂寞是幸福，幸福是寂寞。。。
从他身上学会了，懂得的道理。。。