Dejected...

It is nearly end of April now...Most of my classmates had gone to pursue their tertiary education. i am still waiting to hear from organisations, the scholarships i applied for.
What luck do i have this year when I knew that i was not even given the chance to pursue my pre-u education in matriculation. I was not even given the chance to be interviewed for the JPA scholarship. i am now experiencing the downs in my life.... My high hopes were all shattered. Hope that my pessimism doesn't last long. I feel like crying and collapsing. I've tried to forgot all about the misfortunes i had these few weeks. At this instance I just could not express my mixed feelings. Am i feeling guilty for not doing better in my exam & interview?Am i depressed? dejected?....

Lady luck smiled on me....

Yeah, i passed the driving test yesterday...Felt so happy... At least, i got this achievement without giving any 'duit kopi o' to the tester...hehe... But still, i had mixed feelings yesterday, Fefey left us to pursue her studies in New Era Collage... We hang out for the last time with all our gang at McD before her departure. I'm quite sad...she's a bubbly one... (Fefey, if you ever read my blog, link me okay?) Wow, in a blink of an eye, we are all young grown ups... going else where to pursue our own dreams...I hope that our friendship will last for ever,for an eternity... For me, friends are the second closest to us after our family....