Clowns...

Many a time, people like to compare those who could not express their true feelings to clowns... They said that those clowns bring laughter to the others while coping with their true feelings within which are unknown... Maybe they are the most obvious ones to compare to...
Many a time we are clowns too... We crack jokes to break the awkward silence even though we do not feel like doing it... We put smiles on to entertain our clients or customers (for those who are working)... We try not to be too whelmed with happiness in our success as the one next to us is crying... We often contain ourselves as we are always in the most complicated situations... Any wrong customary expressions bring about chilling glares and astonished looks... That turns us the center of attention... That is when we realised that the atmosphere at the moment becomes uncannily uncomfortable, thus prompting us to re-collect our feelings... Emotional Quotient thus become our sole aim to which we are striving to to become socially competent people... We always put the feelings of others at the first change of scenes... We clown around with our feelings... abusing them till they are under our complete control... Till then we become expressionless... We thought we have mastered the skills of showing the appropriate feelings and thus jumped with joy... However, a new trend is on the rise... Praises made at a proper time may turned "you sound cynical"... Or worse, being labelled as the 'sugared mouth'.... From there the cycle goes on till one day you decided not to show any positive or negative expressions... So the best thing that you will hear isn't "congratulations, you have master the art of being sociable" but "I think you should go and undergo a laughter therapy... You need some twinkle in your humour..." That was when you will feel like a clown who is eager to please but not being pleased...