Rushed through two assignments which had eventually finished. One more to go. Sleepless nights are going to end soon. High tea for TESOL/TESLians will be held tomorrow,but i do not have the yearning because of all these assignments...
On my way back from class, i saw a flatten feathery piece laying on the brown sand looking so helplessly dead... Yeap, a flatten carcass of a bird with feathers still stuck to it... The poor little thing had died several days ago i think... I wondered whether it was a sudden death or an accidental one... the deformed body with the soul removed from it... a sad sight to behold...
Randomly thinking why on earth do we rush through life? It's tiring for a start and tiring at the end too...
There are too many things to be bothered these few days. An old friend of mine thought that i had nothing to make me feel bothered because i'm still single... Yet for me, it makes no difference whether i'm in a relationship or not because there are still many things to be bothered about... Assignments, school and other forms of relationships... Complicated forms of it, sometimes make me doubtful whether there is any sincerity in all these forms... In reality, nothing happens or connects without a reason... A smile instantly connects people and yet sometimes it also distant them... You may wonder how on earth can a smile distant people? well, there are various types of smiles. Genuine ones are much too rare, courtesy smiles are always there.... Friendly smiles turns to courtesy and polite smiles when the relationship gets closer... Sometimes it even means forced smiles or even fake smiles... The harmful smiles are those which can appear to be sweet and warm but the meaning behind these are, hmmm what should i say, sarcasm?
Miss the ignorant days... there are so many things playing in my mind which i would not have thought of when i was a child... things get more complicated as life fades away... things that are hard to reach are even harder to reach than before...
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