Little things that make me smile...

It is the laughter of tiny budding youth...
the positive and innocent vibe that sprang from noisy corridors...
the sun that showers warm light in the morning...
the cheerful atmosphere...
the big school field which fills with chatty children where once no shoes are allowed on it...
Every little moment makes you feel all the pushing and tugging at their souls towards the better are worthy...

Sometimes...

It is really great to face the ugliest of all trolls...
You learn not to appreciate beauty...

You learn to appreciate the soul and energy which is felt...
from the aura that is invisible to the naked eye...
you learn that you will sometimes be taken for granted by some 'nobodies'..
and that makes u learn to ignore and push them aside...
just fling your hair and turn...
life is so much better and exciting...

there are always better people to meet...
better topics to share...
like-minds that connect...
all these are making my own world a way more interesting place to live in...

Getting geared up, getting rust off my shoulder...

The salty water should never meet the metal nail...

The luster's gone replaced by brownish rust...

filthy dust which wraps so long the glow...

The value lost..

Only vinegar or apple cider could make the luster glow...

A dip overnight, a scrub in the morning...

A flash of reflection from the metal nail, shining so ever brightly...

I found vinegar... the spirit of like-minds really boast up the previously sunken esteem...

Reading all the blogs of like -minds really help...

So I kept a tab on all of them..

Cause they are worthy of my admiration and serve as my inspiration...

Life has always been good...

It was just a moment ago that I walked myself into a whirlpool...

and got my mind flustered...

not anymore...

I am more than that to be sucked into the death pit...

 

Inspired...

May stage of life will start in a few days' time. Though it is great to be near home, I wished I was given a further spot to spark my new life phase. Though I love being pampered, I in fact loathe being 'helicoptered". It is the riskiest way to live life, being overly guarded and covered. I would say that I need more than being stomped down into complacent conditions for the rest of my life. 

Getting into the new job would mean new life experiences and new social circles. However motivating it may sound, I am still overwhelmed by negative news circulating this profession. The doubts and uncertainties of the whereabouts of my job makes me dread the circumstance I am in now. Lacking experience in the local context and minimal opportunities for effective improvement really drags down my mood. 

Just not long ago, I came across a blog entry posted on the fb. My attention was caught by the fact that the blogger is working in the same professional line as I am. Looking through his blog entries eliminate some of my woes. The entries are inspiring and well - written. Most of my time for the past year had been a dreamy deterioration to the point where I no longer feel like my old self. My dreams, my life goals were all put on-hold. I have reached the realization that blaming myself on the decision I made two years ago is in fact stupid too. It is just a lesson to be learned by the dreamy me. Time wasted is not wasted at all as the flown away months spend at home with a quarter life crisis situation is coming to an end. So had I re-collected most of myself with a slightly wiser mindset and a gain of my sensibility which was oblivion for a bit too long. 

I am now grateful that I had woke up from the two-year long sleeping spell. This journey of mine is still long. It is still not to late to shape a better trail.  

    

Run...

I want to run as much as I could...
as fast as my feet could bring me...
to places I had wanted to peek and explore...

I like the feeling of running...
but I am still in a cage...
I will soon be free...
I can no longer stand the space in the cage...
I hate it, I loathe it...
I want to be free..
even though danger is lurking...
what is life is there isn't any risk...
i hate sedentary life..
I hate it a lot...
I want to live my life full of life...

Therefore, i want to run... run as far as I could...
my feet will bring me everywhere up to the point where it could carry nowhere...
I still want to fly... to run as wildly as I could...

New Stage in life...

A glass ladder upon the land among the clouds...
It stretches up higher into the endless blue...
What beholds, what unknown...
maybe there lies the land of giants where Jack and the bean stalk went to,
maybe there is a castle in the sky as Gulliver described...
 who knows what is up there...
though science has proven the layers of ozone and altitudes...
they never proven what is yet to be comprehended...
things seen by one which is not seen by the others...
as those who are telepathic and those who are no...
those who draw images on paper and those who project images from their minds...

Whatever lies, i know there will still be tears, but there will also be much bravery...

又来

无法切底，绝对的，狠心放下。。。发泄的次数代表了什么。。。才发现一不小心陷太深，太认真了，一不小心把全部真心也牺牲在初次的赌座上。。。