Scream...

I feel like screaming...
feel like disappearing from the familiar surroundings...
feel like escaping to somewhere...
somewhere where i could do whatever i want to do...

I want to scream...
scream my head off...
but if i did that i'll ended up in some mental health centre....
So, i'm screaming in my blog...
screammmmmmmmm!!!!!!


I couldn't stand it...
not about my studies...
not about my friends...
not about how miserable life is...
i think my life is an enjoyable one...
yet the odds of being overgeneralised is the key factor of me wanting to scream...

Screammmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!

Screammmmmmmmmm!!!!

Screammmmm!!!!

Action speaks louder than words...
And so i scream in my little corner....
Scream in my little space....
Scream in a virtual world....

Where those who heard me 'screaming here'....
Do not give a damn of whatever i'm screaming for.............

Screammmmm!!!!!!
Screammmmm!!!!!
I need to get this overloaded suppressed energy out...
And so I screammmmmm!!!!!
And Scream!!!!
and screammmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!

After all this screams, i'll be back in shape....
I'll be me....
I want to be me...
that's why i scream...
Because the odds are against me....
that's why i scream...

And scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and screammmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And with the help of the little button...I could turn my screaming off...
*satisfied*

Check - ups...

Every time i check my soul, it is full of mist and morning dew...
The veins pump refreshing air into the space spinning the stars around like turbulances in the milky way...
The velvet colour that streams across the starry night like shooting stars which give heart attacks...
The Orion, Big Dipper and Little Dipper swim across the atrium sky...
brightest across the reddish radiant...
The Scorpion hangs so harmlessly upside down the streaks of blue...
The Capricorn is even harder to spot as it glides across the slippery tissue, riding on a Red Dwarf's aurora...
Yet, as what the Stone Eater in the Neverending Story said... The land we fantasized is gradually engulfed by the Nothingness... In this case, perhaps the Black Holes are joining, the force of nothingness which even the cosmic rays from the sun could not escape... A force so strong that it is impossible for the scientists to calculate... The vacuum within sucks emptiness out of the bountiful...
I've checked a hundred times...Only after the mist cleared have I finally find out that it is empty...

30 Hours Famine...

It's a very meaningful event...I enjoyed it very much... The movie they played was very touching... Cried without attracting any attention because most people were half-asleep in the air - conditioned room..Lolzz...I feel the hardship that these children went through...The game we played was so realistic.... But yoga sessions were a little boring.. This event really touched my heart... Although my assignements are piling up, i do not regret participating in this event...I felt the hunger, the pain and the suffering that i would say 1000 milder than that of the children in the alleys, streets and slums of the urban area...It's an irony that among the rich, there lived the poor... May God bless and protect them all....Hope to participate again next time...^^

Beyond Expectation...

Those kids are cute and way obedient than what i've expected... We had to relief a Bahasa class as no teachers were free to take it... I thought that it would be a little harder as the exams had ended... We planned on- the - spot game... Using Malay proverbs... They enjoyed it very much...most of them do, only a few who were looking bored and refuse to anticipate... What surprises me to most is when the students asked for all our phone numbers and signature when the class ends... Some of them had even cheekily said that there will not be any teachers for the next period just to retain us in... It was touching...

To you: Now that I've decided to dedicate to you a small section of each of my blog post... I really miss you... Thanks for everything... though they are minor... It means a lot to me...^^ Cheers... Looking forward...Still surviving....

Sweet today...

Had fun in school... It was awsome... great co-operation from the teachers... love it... Then you came to my rescue... Sweet you...^^... Stay sweet so that I'll be mesmerized by you...Actually i feel like hugging you...thanks a lot... It hard to find someone so willing to lend a hand immediately at the last hour... just as the scent of spring gets milder, you blow it back with shady willow trees... That's how i feel about you... You make me feel alive...^^ ... though unknown to you...

So Yesterday...

It was one of the best day of my life... I feel quite alive... Hope to feel so everyday... It's always good when summer breeze is around... hmm, sort of although it was raining a little... I fall in love with OneRepublic's Secrets....It's a nice song...^^