I've done my ES assignment in my laptop...TWo more to go...But holidays' ending (day after tomorrow)....
No time to Retreat, no time to charge my soul, Why do i feel an emptiness in my soul....
While i was browsing through my friends' blog and some other seniors'. I feel a pang of uneasiness and discomfort....They looked happy...I bet they enjoy their colloge life (or university life perhaps?)... Not to say i do not enjoy my college life but I feel that it is not the same as theirs...
I experience depression now and then....My emotions aren't very stable (not PMS of course, neither was it related to gender relationships)
I've realised that i'm lacking of the enthusiasm i had for my studies years before.... Why aren't there any inspiration lingering in my life now.... I had wanted it so badly now... Why do i plunge into a total darkness and emptiness when life should be at its peak this time.....? I need some light which can lift my soul from this misery.... I do not want to lose myself.... lhoping for a light.... a light for my soul....
P/S: God, please help me through this depression period of mine.....
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