It is kind of weird chatting with someone who had grudges during the secondary school...Hmm, yea, i realised that actually we do want to find each and everyone who had stopped by in our life at certain point...It is kind of weird for this particular one... We had been ignoring each other since form five although we sat next to each other... Hmmm, maybe it wasn't grudges, it was just our egocentric selves at that time which persisted... Long term frozen relation, i couldn't categorize it actually, friendship? Nah, not that close, yet not that alien too...We did talk before that row...
Hmm, anyway, i'm glad that i found another of my classmates... No grudges, yea... I'm sure of that... We were so childish last time... That was a few years ago....
At some point of today, i did feel some changes in those who had shunned me before...I guess as everyone left school, the old grudges were gone... lost in time... I've even forgiven some...Only those who are not persistent in their grudges... The several stubborn ones still remain, and that i couldn't help it... That's their knot to untie... Some of these swollen headed ones insist on sticking to the past times..i'm just got to say, hey, wake up man... you guys are no longer in high school, and anyway you aren't that briliant..so stop putting an air about yourself... That is to someone whom i feel has too much air about her/his own self... grudges meant to be forgotten, and by the way, i didn remember having any grudges against you, just that you do not like the way i look that time that's all... your personality needs brushing up... and that is related to your career too...
The past is like a curse as well as like a blessing, it contains both elements making it a woven quilt of memories... It follows us till our souls are gone... Thus, take it as a memory, which, we can laugh at, cry at and squeal at... We are growing, give and take would be the best way to drive us forward... By the way, everyone is the same even when we are out in the society... The sneering look, that 'i'm mightier look' doesn't really affect my life...I choose to laugh at it...It's a joke to ever take on the high school attitude in the present...It won't work... It's an irony, these people are going to have the same social status as i do... So why bother?
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