Lovely Dawn....

Actually, it wasn't lovely untill your message popped out saying "Hi"
It was a freezing night... nothing much to do except flipping through webpages...
and you came...
It was nice...
i couldn't really tell how excited i got when u're making an effort to contact me...
I thought that it's fading away silently...
that feeling...
and i will, cross oceans once again...
to find a stranger's smile...
we'll never be as close again...
 but that night, on that particular night a few days ago...
you reminded me of how i felt about you...
maybe it is just a friendly gesture,
but it ignites the amber that is turning cold...
i hope it would continue sparkling, as i no longer have the drive to keep things up for long,
as i feel that nothing is permanent except to move along...

winter would be long this time... will you be that long too?
it's a draggy one out there...
my soul can no longer bear the weight of waiting so silently....so ever silently... as the old cracks are so hauntingly crumbling, not because of old cracks, but the presence of new roots taking over... and i hope these new roots wouldn't break it further...