Hoping for some light in my soul...

I've done my ES assignment in my laptop...TWo more to go...But holidays' ending (day after tomorrow)....

No time to Retreat, no time to charge my soul, Why do i feel an emptiness in my soul....

While i was browsing through my friends' blog and some other seniors'. I feel a pang of uneasiness and discomfort....They looked happy...I bet they enjoy their colloge life (or university life perhaps?)... Not to say i do not enjoy my college life but I feel that it is not the same as theirs...

I experience depression now and then....My emotions aren't very stable (not PMS of course, neither was it related to gender relationships)

I've realised that i'm lacking of the enthusiasm i had for my studies years before.... Why aren't there any inspiration lingering in my life now.... I had wanted it so badly now... Why do i plunge into a total darkness and emptiness when life should be at its peak this time.....? I need some light which can lift my soul from this misery.... I do not want to lose myself.... lhoping for a light.... a light for my soul....

P/S: God, please help me through this depression period of mine.....

A List to do....

The Deepavali holidays has started... Most of my schoolmates had gone home this very evening, some will be staying back just like me... There are 3 more assignments to complete... But still, as the holiday mood arouse in me, I had gone to play table tennis with my friends who do not return to their hometown for 3 hours today!!!(got to free my stress after a long week)

i was thinking, how am i going to spend these few days fruitfully... I guess these are the activities that I am going to carry out...

First day (Tomorrow):

1. complete the draft for ES assign
2. go to the library ( scrapping some informative books off the shelves)
3. play tennis ( sweating - the best medicine for a healthy body)
4. ....
5. ....
6. .... (just cant think about it yet)

Moving on to the second day.....

1. type in ES assign. and re-check it
2. go to the library (mind you i'm not a nerd, just that some information needed might not be found on the first day)
3. start my SS assign. (I doubt that i can start on it, because the argument is quite tough to come up with)
4. go makan makan perhaps... steamboat for lunch.... sushi for dinner??? (no money lar -_-!)
5. treat myself to a movie of High School Musical 3 (Hmmm.... quite doubtful about it...)
6. ....
7. ....
8. end my day with a good night sleep

Third day (It's getting tougher to plan..)

1. start Recreational Sports reflective essay (maybe i'll complete just 2 for the first try)
2. still crawling on the SS assign i assume
3. revise or not to revise?
4. ....
5. ....

I've yet to plan for the fourth and five day...

Going window shopping? no!!

Going clubbing? never in my life!!!

Have a stroll at the seaside? perhaps...

chatting with friends until the wee hours? Hmm, quite a good idea duirng this holidays...

P/S: Hope that there are no distractions which will delay my plans...

We Dance....

Tzyy Wei n I

Jee Ying n I

TESOL chinese girls are all involved in this dance

Theva and I

The day before yesterday we had performed in the Deepavali function... I can not believe that I'm actually dancing the Indian dance....

Well, it started off one day when our Indian friends told us about the performance they were going to present during the deepavali celebration... They were quite desperate as there are only five Indians from our course...Then, Tzyy Wei said:" i want to join!...Let's join to help them!! "

(actually she was longing to wear the punjabi suit....)

That's how we got ourselves involve in it... I was dragged into it... We practiced very hard to get the steps right... (Chinese can't really dance like indian, do they?)...I'm actually quite forgetfull...but still with the help of Suya...I manage to get it right during the actual day of the performance...

On that day itself we were praised by Indian lecturers and other seniors as we danced quite well for a typical chinese....^^

I enjoyed myself very much.... Now it's time for me to get back to my assignments again... That's all for now....

Fire Drill...Very lame...

The day before yesterday, we had a fire drill session in the middle of the night...It was not a shock for me as I was still awake...My roommate really got the shock of her life...She was sleeping soundly when the siren rang...That made her jump high out of her bed, taking off her jacket (She couldn't recall why she was doing that)...She rushed to wear her long pants and together we 'run' out of the room...Other hostel dwellers were seen running to the staircase not because they were scared or feel panicked...They looked excited chatting away and shouting to each other as they decended the stairs...

My roomate and I were not rushing so much after rushing out to the corridor...I even went back to lock the door after walking half way towards the staircase...It's actually no big deal...

Half an hour's time was spent down stairs checking for any absent ones who were still in their rooms trapped deep in their dreams....I had a few bites from hungry mosquitoes at the carpark where we had gathered that night... I conclude this fire drilling practice does not reflect the actually situation when fire breaks out...Most of us even have time to answer the call of nature before 'escaping' from the hostel....

Wow, fast...

Here I am writing my last blog (for this month) before going back to my institute... Merely 6 days is nothing to call a holiday...In fact, it's an assignment crazy week...But still i manage to finish most...Thus i'll go back with a lighter heart...though this course sometimes weigh me with loads of pressure, i feel much use to it now...Thank god...I just hope that I can pass my exam with flying colours so that i can go abroad...Hoping for the best...Life's great!!!!