Saturday, December 31, 2011

the new phase of metamorphosis...

The last rainbow streaks... across the velvet pond...
the day would soon be gone...
where the past is left to reflect and reminisce...
the dawn is due in feast,
when the clock strikes twelve, the glass shoe left is forever gone..
and what replaces it is something to look forward to...
a brand new day...
a brand new carriage, driven by horses with speeds as swift as the  wind...
a blue dim glow grew bigger shimmering with unknown forces...
oh wow, a whole colony of the rarest fireflies with shining torches as blue as the depths of hydro's earth bond form...
a greater time, worth growing to grace the utmost knowledge and life to come...

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Trip...

Hope the soon to be trip these few days is delightful...
Summer's the time to celebrate...
reunions... are plentiful...

Happy winter solstice and a merry chirstmas!^^

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Long Silent...

Yes, I am happy... being happy with my life... Yet, I am greedy... greedy for the half forgotten sound... Am I wanting too much? I just need to hear the calling too... to assure my soul, that nothing changes... that the reality is what I wished for... I dread the uncertainty... I dread the long silence which creates much of the uncertainty... It is too quiet... where is the chimming of bluebells in the field...? where is the humming of the tiny merry sound... I need to know... what it is about to keep me going, to keep me hoping... that one day, the sea would be mine... the waves that hug me so tender... the only type of waves which are meant only for me alone.. ever since I saw the secret of catching the sneeze of the sea... caught unaware, I wish I knew how to catch the breath of the sea... the lungs and mine become one... growing fountains out of half drowned caves.... the breaking of silence... It is hard to keep the little faith as I waited so patiently for the first siren's call... where it lies, the seaweed bubbles bloom... Please, I wish you could understand me...

Monday, December 19, 2011

Mending Heart...

Homesick, not really now that my parents are here... Missed hanging out with them... There are a few more days left... I am going to make full use of it... it's a good thing, I thank god for making their trip safe and sound... I thank god for eveything that I have been blessed in life...
I would not query the unknown... May the same would be for me next time to know the new member in my life...
the one other who will protect me and weave blessings for my family..
I hope for just hopping that it would be true in the future...
I think I would have felt loved again...
there goes all the crossroads that i have not passed in my life..
there are lots of them out there..
Life...

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Petals

Petals red, yellow and pink fell...
the mossy area was filled with overwhelming fragrance..
showers come flattening the retals.. coat they with half boiled mud...
the colours are still fresh...
 where youth had gone...
it sailed together with the brown eyes that follow suit...
the aging of century...
a haven? a heaven?
trust me
no one knows..

Saturday, December 17, 2011

One big family

Reunions... are hard to come by...
Little warmth.. No more feelings where you realise a part of you is lacking...
Sickness recovers...
Days are brighter...
Wind is milder...
Great health grows with reunions...
That's always the sweetest moments in life...

Where the wholesomeness is felt,
I experience pure bliss...
a grateful heart...
for what God gave me,
I couldn't ask for more...

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Raving Weather

It was as if there was chaos among the clouds... the roof mourns of greyish blood trickling down... the buildings shiver... their fresh paints gulped the blood greedily... leaving droplets of it smeared down their towering throats...

there was no way I could glimpse upon the very last of the meteor showers this year... too bad it was of my horoscope too - Geminid meteor showers... they are the brightest amongst all... pretty little sparkles across the sky which would not break the chaos that cloud its mind, blocking us from viewing what was above all of its clouded mind... I wish to wish upon them, to gaze upon the heavenly phenomena... how pretty they would be, under a clear cloudless night.. to think i had the chance to set my eyes upon them... a remorseful and helpless feeling that I have... they will pass without a flicker... as the rage of all rages continue... all that I hear now is pitter patter...